Lok kok Glamour

Lost a deal today due to my poor handling in a candidate and a client.

Note to self: Do the liaising on your own.

Went through too many channels and dragged too long until the candidate lost her confidence in the hiring company and it all fell through. Did all I could and gave the candidate all the details, it just HAD to be to her disadvantage. Worst thing is, i was so stressed up by my boss and a colleague "my Ah bu" that i couldn't express myself properly and ended up having a lecture from them. Felt shitty cause they had to point out my weak points like me not replying in confidence and keep on going like " I Think, blah blah blah" "I Think , Blah blah" and she actually gave me the "you thought, I Think, WHO CONFIRM?" treatment. That was the ultimate ouch and i sort of exploded and blabbered nonsense.. bah, to think I though I can handle stress.

Feeling bad and I hope this wont screw my exams.