Lok kok Glamour

Tmr the company is going to disclose some big news for a change in the organisation.
Change in the Organisation AKA Beautified version of retrenchment exercise.
Heard so many rumours about headcount cuts. at that point of time i was thinking. if its our dept. its bound to be me what. Who else to choose other then the last in productivity?

Lucky i have plans for my future which I should be starting pretty soon. Pursue my long awaited degree, took me long enough to get myself eligible i say.. blame myself for my past. Nothing to dwell about. Like sweeping the pieces under the carpet... bound to re-appear again.

Ah yes.. the big R word. Scary don't you thing? People in my shoes should be panicking and praying that tomorrows announcement does not have their name... haha. Poor blokes.. Living in fear for the whole recession.. Maybe its just me? Just taking it like a pinch of salt and moving along? Perform and be rewarded my ass. We wont be retrenching MY ASS. We get thru this period of hardship and u will be duly rewarded MY ASS.

Ok obviously I'm ranting. its time for bed. Sleepless nites? or Drop dead Sleep nites? I probably will have the latter. hahaha.